So I finished a cd project for Relaxation today, literally right before class started. This is not me. I told myself to do it over the weekend or by Monday afternoon at the latest. However Monday my computer broke down on me so I had to give it up for two hours in the afternoon (the two hours I would have been using to work on my project) so I procrastenated another project until today so I could do the cd Monday night, and I got nowhere in 3.5 hours. Stupid internet in the dorms is going shit slow and keeps knocking me off. Finally I get so frustrated I give up for the night. I hate doing stuff at the LAST minute (I don't mind doing stuff at the second to last minute though) but this is what it's come down too, stupid internet, so me and the internet are currently not speaking. AND I finally got a TV! BUT there's no cable plug in on my side of the room and my roommate's using her side fully (plus she's never watches TV) SOOOOO so much for being able to watch my shows now :( Since Thursday there hasn't been a lot of ups. some, but not a lot. not enough. I'm done having a crappy life, appparently God's not done giving me one though. I know I shouldn't blame him, but it's so much easier. I just don't understand why it's so hard to be happy for me, like full happy to the point where you feel like you are bathing in it, I feel like I can hardly get a sip. I love it at Stout don't get me wrong, but I still feel empty like something's missing..............
Re-fell in love with Craig Armstrong today and for some reason can't get enough of this song....it's like he's singing for me :)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lqKaZCaAykM
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