Second First Day

Well I had my second first day today! It was pretty short actually, I only have pattern from 10:10-12:10 and Speech 12:20-1:15 so not bad. I really like my speech teacher because she reminds me kinda of myself in the way that she's really into what she does, she's outgoing, and fun and while I'm not always like that I can be, ahhhh I just don't want to sound like I'm praising myself or anything but I would like to think I have SOME good qualities (but no one can be sure) I like pattern too, but it makes me a little scared to be honest. There's an imense amount of work, I have at least 3 big projects with sub projects, book work, exams, and assignments to do. ahh, it's a little scary I just don't want to fail, I want to be able to do well to understand. I have to do good construction and I'm afraid I'm just not at that level yet. I really want to be good at this...I'm sick of failing, I'm sick of having to change, sick of starting over again and again...I just want to succeed, so I'm just so afraid I won't.

on an entirely different note
I wrote this yesterday
I think it's kind of cool

25.1.09

So I shall take my place again
With hidden crown
And invisible throne
To guide those who seek me
Seek treasure
Seek uniqueness
And quiet glory
Will spread underneath
Those who keep thier heads so high
A victor's cry
Shall a whisper be
And music shall ring out
For few ears to hear
And peace in a secret land
Shall be redeemed