Been Distracted

I feel like even though I've been going to class and doing work I've been very distracted lately and am not really taking things in anymore, I feel like my brain is clogged with tons of stuff I really shouldn't be fussing over right now. I know I said before I was going to start going to church but I haven't yet so I am definatly going tomorrow. I need some spritiual guidence and freedom from some of these burdens that are clogging my brain that should be for school and learning. I feel more exhausted lately too, like I just don't have the energy for anything anymore, once I sit down I never want to get up again and that's not good. I definatly need to be "refreshed" and hopefully going to church will do that, maybe I just need to cry to, I haven't cried in a long time (well a long time for me) and I feel such a pressure from some unresolved issues I have but I haven't had the time to sit back breath and deal with them and cry them out like I usually do. I know crying is usually a sign of weakness but for me it's usually just a pressure release, I bottle up issues until I can't take it anymore and one small thing (movie, T.V. show, song) just brings out the tears and finally feel like I can breath again. I can breath again, sorta.