Holy Homework

in that I have both a ton (!) of homework and some of it to do with religion.

So I apologize now...to who, I don't really know, that I might not be updating for a bit because I have to get out from under this mass plie of stuff before I can rest enough to write (not that I really have anything good to say. I wish I just had a pile of reading and little worksheets to do but here apparently it's all done in big heavy craploads of work

First for pattern she gives us at least 2 hours of homework every Monday and Wednesday that I still have to complete AND on top of that now we have a Jean Jacket Project, which I just started but is totally fun and kinda reminds me of project runway becuase we have to start with a already constructed jean jacket (or pants) and make a new outfit out of it that has to be 60% cotton when completed. It's really hard to describe what I'm doing so I'll save it for when I have pictures to show, AND not only do we have a mere 2 weeks to complete it (technically like 1 1/2) but we don't get a brake on homework, were not allowed to work on it in class and it is being judged and the winners go down to texas ( I think) to have their design auctioned off and if you win the WHOLE competition you get money. ugh. no way I'm even making it to Texas, but I'm going to do my best anyways.
ON TOP of that I have a lit test the 12th which I have no idea what on becuase our lit professor doesn't test us on materials but morals instead. I also have a Fashion Industry paper due that makes no sense, and a Packaging and Society paper to do as well. AND I have a speech that I'm giving informing people about pagan religion (gasp!) haha. I'm a little nervous because it's not my intention to offend anyone or try to convert people (even though I'm not a practicing Pagan anyways) but I have the feeling that someone will take it that way or worse no one will care at all. I think that everyone should know about as many religions as their brain can hold because the more you know the more likely you are to be more open minded and understand other people AND the more you know, the more you question, which I know in some religions may seem bad but I think it's beautiful to question your religion, the more you question, the more you find, and the more anwswers you find will invaribly bring more questions which will give you the ablity to see further than you could have imagined. too bad not everyone sees this

sorry I didn't wish anyone a Happy Fat Tuesday....sadly I didn't get any pancakes this year so I wasn't as Happy to have a Fat Tuesday as I usually am (this is my FIRST Fat Tuesday away from home :(....)

I've been talking to my mom more, ACTUAL talking! about indepth beliefs about the modern world, how I see things, why this, why that....real deep stuff, and I like talking to her, it's made me feel so much closer to her, so much so that I've been crying the last couple of days because I miss her and my home. It especially sucks that I can't even see any family or friends on my birthday...I wish I could. It's going to be so wierd this year. I'll have a cake during spring break when I'm home but that's pretty much it. yay 20 huh? For some reason I just really feel the need to be home right now, so I can't wait for spring break and home :).

Well if this posts on the 28th....Happy Public Sleeping Day (must be why I was so tired today)
and if this posts on the 1st....Happy National Pig Day AND Happy Penut Butter Lover's Day