Good Times

Recently I had been feeling that me and Annie have been drifting apart. We don't really hang out much and anytime Annie's home she's almost always locked up in her room with Neal. But yesterday was Model Call for the fashion show and me and Annie went together (because she's modeling one of my outfits and I'm modeling the other). It was fun! We wore high heels and practiced walking, it made me so excited for the show! After we came back we decided to go on a girls night out and went and got dinner, alcohol, and a movie. We went and saw Where The Wild Things Are, IT WAS AWESOME!! I loved it and how honest it was. It was really nice to have that time with Annie to bond! Sometimes we can be very different but we really get along well together. The only thing that sucked was when we came back after the movie Neal was back from work and apparently sour that Annie wasn't home. It's weird Neal isn't a bad person but sometimes he seems.....clingy? It feels like he wants Annie all to himself sometimes which sucks because then when the three of us are home it doesn't feel like the three of us it feels like THEM and ME. Which ends up making me feel unwanted (and unappreciated when I clean up after them). Neal doesn't really seem to make an effort to be my friend to, I feel like to him I'm just a roommate he has to PUT UP with which I really don't like. I feel a very resentful energy coming from him which I don't understand becuase it's not like I have anything he would want or like Annie spends all her time with me. It's wierd.... oh well. Anyways we came back and Annie was showing him something she bought for her costume and telling him how she somehow put her underwear on sideways (which was totally funny) so I came into the conversation because it was a funny story and I thought we could have a conversation including three pieces so Annie said something to Neal and he didn't respond so she asked him again and he kind of snapped on how Annie was talking to me and not him and that HE wanted to talk to her but she wasn't talking to him. It was a little bizzare if you ask me. Then Annie went into her room and Neal followed and shut the door creating the obvious atmosphere of THEM and ME again and I did all of Neal's dinner dishes. Awesome. I don't know why Neal doesn't seem to like me I've never done anything to him (oh pardon me I clean up after him, bad elly BAD elly Ugh)
oh and part of my ceiling fell down yesterday and a bunch of water came with it soaking half my room so I had to clean up that yesterday after the movie too. It was a good day, most of it.