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There really hasn't been much to update lately. I got trained on Circulation desk this week (which is AWESOME!!!) I'm such a nerd. I've also been thinking of how to get out of school quicker, haven't devised any for certain plans but I'm stewing. I've been watching a TON of cool shows on the real life of Jesus, and of bibical stuff lately too which I must say is really neat stuff to learn about. Did you know that even though the shroud of Turin was once proved a fake there's a real chance it might not be! (take that scientific errors!) I don't know, even though I don't go to church and I have some quarms with the Bible (especially if it's taken literally) I still love the stories and the teachings and I'm oddly drawn to Jesus especially. To the stories surrounding the man, the mystery surrounding the man, the truth of the man. I don't know how exactly to explain it but there's something about Jesus that sends me reeling (not in a sexual way pervs!) He fascinates me beyond the point of words. He's so intangible and yet I keep hoping to capture him somehow. To capture his spirit, yea. Jesus made a difference, and I guess I wonder if someone gave him the Bible and showed him around now what exactly he would think of it all. Who knows?! I'd be interested to find out. I'd be interested to know where he got the strength to spend his life giving so much, and working to make a difference, it had to be tiring. It's really the human part of Jesus that I want, I want to know how human Jesus was. Not to tear him down from his light and not to prove Christians wrong, but to understand how and who he really was...IS...inside and out. To understand what he REALLY wanted of the people on earth, what can be done now. Man, I'm so intrigued! haha I better go think for a while...