Simply a Failure

Today is one of those days when I simply feel like a failure at everything I do. Ever since I figured out that I won't be out of shcool until 2012 makes me feel like even though I like what I'm studying school is NEVER going to end. This means I won't even graduate till I'm 23. I can just see all of my friends graduated and married by then living full happy lives while I'll be in the same place then as I am now. Nothing is ever going to change for me. When I'm 23 I still be the same old loser who while all of her friends go out with their other friends, spends every weekend without a doubt, sitting on her couch by herself...ALL weekend, occasionaly maybe going for a walk, by herself. I feel like I'm stuck in a pit I'll never get out of. I'll never actually have a life, all of my friends will move on without me. I have to go before I start crying in a public place reminding myself of the failure my lonely self is. What a complete failure.